No tribute to a friend today I'm afraid, but I think a regular update is in order.
A few things have happened lately, some of them shouldn't see daylight, so I won't talk about that. But my final exam has started. It started this Monday, and we're making a full site for a fictional place called Bergtun Fjellstue. It will be full of database stuff, aspx-code, flash, jquery and all that good stuff, or bad stuff. Flash is bad, jquery is semi-bad. The rest is damn good! Love database and aspx coding! I think I'm a bit ahead of schedule too, just like last year. But this time it happened earlier, so I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. But let's hope for the best!
Had some strange dreams lately... You can read about it in my dream blog. It was all very crazy. It's one of those dreams that makes you consider getting yourself locked up in a mental institution...
Ann-Marie talked me into going to "Allsang på Grensen" on June 24th. That will be... interesting. No, I'm sure it will be fun, as long as Marion, Ragnhild, Heidi and Ann-Marie are there. Let's just hope it doesn't rain, it's not allowed with umbrellas there... But I'll still bring my ugly umbrella from school. A pale-ish orange with the Sonans logo on it. I won't use it, but it's so ugly I have to bring it :P
OH, I just remembered something! I've been doing a bit Law of Attraction lately. (Definition from Wikipedia: Law of Attraction says people's thoughts (both conscious and unconscious) dictate the reality of their lives, whether or not they're aware of it. Essentially "if you really want something and truly believe it's possible, you'll get it", but putting a lot of attention and thought onto something you don't want means you'll probably get that too.)
It really does.
You all know that right now, there is one thing I really really really really want, but can't get, at the moment. I turned my thoughts around to "I want ...", "I need ...", "I have to ..." instead of a pathetic powerless "I hope ...". And what do you know! 3 times in a week I see the very thing I want the most! First time was the one I mentioned in another blog post, where I was so incredibly happy. I am looking and searching every day, especially when I'm out driving, because right now that's the easiest way. I have seen many similar things, but never what I want. Then suddenly, a very short time after I turned my thoughts around, it happens 3 times in one week! First time that Wednesday when I blogged about it, second the Monday after, and then Wednesday again. Hasn't happened anything since that Wednesday a week and a half ago, but my exam has taken up most of my thoughts. I just really can't focus enough on getting what I want. Plus, a few days ago I lost a bit of confidence in my task. I fell back into that "I hope ..." state, a depressed melancholic state of mind. It's not ideal for Law of Attraction, but I guess that's just who I am. It's personality type 4, which is a big part of me, according to the Enneagram of Personality test I took at Bjerkely. The most accurate test I've ever come across. Scarily accurate. If I remember correctly I'm mostly 8, almost as much 4, with a healthy dash of 3 and 5.
Anyway, I think this is all I have to say for now. Have a great weekend everyone! And to my lovely friend Heidi: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!! I'm sorry I couldn't be with you to celebrate today, but life just got in the way... Hope you have a fantastic evening and a fantastic day tomorrow! I love you!