I now know with 99.5 percent certainty why I've been seeing similar numbers on the clock lately, you know, like 23:23, 01:01 and so on. It's going to take a bit of explaining, so brace yourself.
The last couple of weeks I've been seeing these times less and less, and the past week I can't remember seeing them at all, until late yesterday (Friday). See, I had this vague idea that perhaps the universe was trying to make me remember Law of Attraction and make me remember to practice it when I saw these numbers on the clock. And I was just downstairs, getting ready for bed, and mentioned to mom that I had started seeing things like this again and I said that I wondered what it could mean. I started thinking a bit, but it only took me a couple of seconds before I knew everything, the connections, the ups and downs in when I see the time in similar numbers.
Before my exam in May/June I had been successfully practising Law of Attraction. I told you about that then, and that there were 3 events proving that it had worked. But during my exam, I focused so much on getting it done well, that LOA just slipped my mind. And after my exam I had trouble focusing enough to make it work. But then, in early September, I started seeing 16:16, 17:17 and so on. I played with the idea that it might be a reminder for LOA. So without conscious thought, I began focusing again, and each time I saw similar numbers on the clock, I thought specifically and very hard. It took me some time to work out my specific "mantra" for LOA, cause repeating a "mantra" of what I want is what works for me, that and having a specific date or occasion to focus on, where my wish might come true. (Though now I think I am managing a bit better without that date or occasion.) My LOA efforts were so good, I stopped seeing these special times of day. But yesterday (Friday) I had what you may call a business meeting, that had taken up a lot of my mind on Thursday and Friday, me going over things in my head, preparing what I would say and how to sell my designing services. But late Friday night the clock kept reminding me again, and all day today. Today and late yesterday I even had slight doubts about my wish for LOA.
"Do I really want him? Do I want to go down the path my wish will lead me to? Is he right for me?"
When I first started seeing 23:23 etc and began practicing LOA and began getting that into my routine subconsciously, the clock began acting more and more normal again. But the moment I lost my focus and had doubts about the entire thing, the clock and the universe reminded me. And my doubt is gone for now. My focus is coming back. There is no saying I won't loose focus or start doubting again, but I am confident that if my wish is right for me, the universe will remind me. Because I feel more and more now, that I'm working more and more
with the universe and the forces around us, instead of going by next to it, doing my thing. We work together, and work with doing what's best for me, and what's best for the universe.
It feels good to have this certainty about things. Of course I shouldn't just let the universe take care of everything, I have to work and focus on my own, but if outside forces distract me, I will be taken back on path if that is needed.
I guess you all have figured by now, that my wish in LOA is to be with a certain someone. And other that the universe helping me get my wish, is the feelings I have when I think about this person. More and more lately I get this feeling of incredible security and certainty thinking about him, a calm contentness (is that even a word?). And sometimes I go all giddy and schoolgirlish. All when picturing the future. There's even a small smile on my lips as I'm writing this, which turned out to be a long post.
So I think I'll end it here. It's late, 2am, and I should go to bed and have sweet dreams about my happy future. Though it's wrong to say happy as though my future will be nothing but happy. But that's a post for another time. Tomorrow perhaps, while I still am in this philosophical mood.
So, good night all, and sweet dreams!